"Ya Allah, berkenanlah Engkau membuat baik agamaku yang merupakan pemelihara urusanku, berkenanlah Engkau membuat baik duniaku yang aku hidup di dalamnya, berkenanlah Engkau membaikkan akhiratku yang merupakan tempat kembaliku. Berkenanlah Engkau menjadikan hidup sebagai tambahan bagiku dalam setiap kebaikan, dan menjadikan mati sebagai istirahat bagiku dari setiap kejahatan." (HR. Muslim)

Selasa, 30 Maret 2010

When You Tell Me That You Love Me


You said at me...
I can keep what i felt inside my heart
but...
You asked me... for be honest to my self

I can fool everyone by said no
I can fool the world
but...
I cant fool my heart

Should I hide my heart?
Should I hide what i believe in?
Or...
Should I show the world, what's inside my heart!!!

My heart said :
... I LOVE YOU ...

and I dont have any reason for refused whats inside my heart.




"Ta, my ma asked me for saving my money." He said.

"Whats for mas? For your study ?." I said.

"No. For our marriage!. Will u waiting for me until that day comes? " He said.

Owh God. My heart jumping. And i cant breathing. Speechless. But he wait my answer.

And then i said "Yes!"

Minggu, 28 Maret 2010

Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion


For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

To Love You More - Celine Dion


Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don’t go you know you will break my heart
She won’t love you like I will
I’m the one who’ll stay
When she walks away
And you know I’ll be standing here still

I’ll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I’m the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can’t let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I’ll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I’m the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we’ll find a way

I’ll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I’m the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Sabtu, 20 Maret 2010

Sekotak Kado



Ku coba masuki dunianya.


Dalam khayalku, aku adalah dia.


Tiap hari aku disuguhkan sekotak kado.




Di dalamnya berisi penuh misteri, penuh kejutan.
Kado kecil yang memerlukan banyak tanggung jawab.


Kado indah yang diperuntukkan bagi orang-orang berhati baja.




Suatu hari, aku mendapat kotak kado berwarna putih.


Dengan senyuman, kuterima.


Kado yang sangat indah.


Begitu jelas, transparan dan jenih.


Kuletakkan kado tersebut dalam peti kaca.


Karna aku ingin mereka dapat melihat kebenaran akan keindahanya.




Di lain hari, aku mendapat kotak kado berwarna hitam.


Sungguh pekat. Gelap.


Sungguh tak pantas.


Kumasukkan kotak ini kedalam peti baja, ku kunci rapat.


Karna aku tak ingin, orang lain mendapatkan kado ini.




Hari ini, aku mendapat kotak kado berwarna abu-abu.


Sungguh samar.


Aku tak sanggup melihat isinya dengan panca inderaku.


Sungguh ku tak sanggup menjangkaunya.


Di mana harus ku letakkan kado ini ???


Hmm, mengapa begitu sulit untuk memutuskan hal ini !!!




Seminggu berlalu....


Kutatap 8 buah kotak kado di hadapanku.


Seandainya ini benar-benar hanya sekotak kado.


Sayangnya ini adalah 8 kasus yang harus aku tangani.




Tetapi.. mengapa semuanya tampak samar.
Bukti yang ku miliki tak cukup kuat.


Bukti yang ku inginkan sangat sulit diperoleh.


Bak dipersimpangan jalan, aku merasa sulit memilih jalan yang tepat.


Sangat sulit menemukan titik terangnya.


Ragu menyelimuti diriku... Bagaimana kalau aku salah ?


Ternyata lebih banyak hal yang tak dapat kuputuskan.




"TIDAAAAKKK." Teriak ku.


Ku tersadar.


Seberkas senyum muncul.


Diam-diam aku bersyukur aku bukanlah ia.


Karna ku tak yakin, dapat menahan godaan yang ditimbulkan oleh sekotak kado.